I'm a mess
Inside my head
Pop some pills
Until I rest
Had some doubts
Bout life again
Need some time
So I can vent
Lifes changing
And I’m not ready for these changes
Lately its been driving me crazy
How you say you love me baby
But you went and you replaced me
Had me feeling so lost on the daily
I wish id find some safety
When I held you close you’d say things
Messing with my mind
You made me
Lose control of my life
Sippin lean
Staying up all night
Rolling green
I just wanted you
There ain't no one else for me
Addicted to your body and your mind
I'm a fiend
You were my ride or die
Till the day I die
Late nights I would try
Praying up to god
But he don’t listen to my crys
So I’m gone
On my own tryna find my way
Thru the storm
I'm a mess
Inside my head
Pop some pills
Until I rest
Had some doubts
Bout life again
Need some time
So I can vent
This is too much I swear that I cant get thru
These battles that I face
They make me feel real used
I use have hope in my life
But you
Couldn’t find trust
So you left me ruined
Now its time that I make my own
If you’re alone
Know that you’ll find hope
This world is dark
And the people so cold
But I know now
These battles make me whole
So in life you’re gonna feel regret
Take it as a way to accept
The person that you are
Even if you’re depressed
Just keep your head high
And I promise you’ll progress
I know one day ill be fine
When my time comes
Promise you won’t cry
Cause I feel like
I lived a thousand lives
Tryna go and make everything alright
I'm a mess
Inside my head
Pop some pills
Until I rest
Had some doubts
Bout life again
Need some time
So I can vent
