Facing the end of life at your discretion
A testament into which you were blessed with
I'm so inter-lectured
Professing my inner thoughts and lessons over this breakfast
But niggas be reckless chasing life goals but writing their death wish
Damn
What's next is, boosting Rolexes, pawn it in Texas
Now he whippin' a Lexus, Niggas be flexin'
Battling flesh and not seeing the wicked they conjure
Get locked up can't bond ya, Niggas get lit wit the ganja
Then be like
Free my nigga tho, He gettin' out one day
Just to get out and see his brother taken from gunplay
Forgive 'em father for they don't know what they've done they
All lost for words for trying to learn what the gun say
Running into bullets from the other side of a one-way
Rain on your parade, stick pop and you seeing drums spray
But one day
See if I die tonight I wonder if I lived my life wrong or right
Throwing my hands up I'm asking why evil can run the streets and good ones die
Guess I'll know when I go there
I'm climbing those pearly white stairs hoping that I could meet you there
But while I'm here I'm wondering where
And why there
Is it fair
Guess I'll know when I go there
I'm climbing those pearly white stairs hoping that I could meet you there
But while I'm here I'm wondering where
Guess I'll know when I go
I remember when you called and broke the news
I was at work and ain't know what to do
At that moment I hated I was so distant from you
Really it ate at me even if I had an excuse
I gotta take that on my chest I can't blame it you
The cancer demon crept and ate at you
Nothing that they could they could do, claiming that it was too late for you
I prayed for you, tried to carve out a way for you
So we could one day reminisce on how you beat the shit and came through
But figure since that you can't be here that I'll pay you
With all my love this music. I hope you could fuse it
To your spirit, but I wish you could hear it
I wish I could show you the words as I'm still writing the lyrics
But without your sacrifice this probably would've never been written
I honor you for all that you did and all that you didn't
'Cause now that I'm a man, I'm in position for winning
See if I die tonight I wonder if I lived my life wrong or right
Throwing my hands up I'm asking why evil can run the streets and good ones die
Guess I'll know when I go there
I'm climbing those pearly white stairs hoping that I could meet you there
But while I'm here I'm wondering where
And why there
Is it fair
Guess I'll know when I go there
I'm climbing those pearly white stairs hoping that I could meet you there
But while I'm here I'm wondering where
Guess I'll know when I go
All lives won't matter
Until Black lives matter
To each other
We gotta take care of each other
Rest in Peace to all the senseless murders in the streets
This one for y'all
But mostly, this one for you
I love you
I'm gone
