I write a lot to myself
Just to balance all the shit that I'm dealt
I play my cards like I'm Gambit
I got more on the shelf
I'm never worried what the other man Could do for himself
I never cared about the logo's that Would go on my belt
I'm not in it for the luxury
Or little gimmicks
I rather focus on my company
And grow the business
And f*ck em rappers who is under me They know I'm killin'
I started focusing on different stuff
And shorties started giving up
Hmph
I'm laughing cause I'm not surprised
I started sizing up on niggas
Who just not my size
A couple niggas started switching
Better choose a side
When my Grandmother passed
I was thinking suicide
Had to pick myself up
I was saying "Who am I?"
Start examining my life
Not abandoning the mic
I just think I need some time to get my Grandma in my life
I just..
I know the pain is still inside
I was supposed to go and visit
On the day my granny died
But I
Conversations noted for a later date
I know it's only me and time that puts The pain away
I'm not stranded
Abandoned
Alone, damaged
I can't panic
I'm painting on Lords canvas
Most niggas focus on cameras
And hoes asses
I'm tryna show em there's more to the Whole package
I needa speak a little bit
I'm rapping you my syllabus
Hm
It's documented who the villain is
Never needed pills to show myself that I'm limitless
And I ain't never been one
To go start fights
But if I'm feeling like Dark Knight
If you bringing war imma finish this
I never cared for the benefits
It's a bigger purpose
Alotta niggas ain't ready for me
To hit the surface
Hostility
All in the proximity
Uh
It ain't nothing
I can't let a loss get to me
Uh
Thought empathy
Helped when we lost chemistry
Uh
Talk recklessly
He never did work steadily
Uh
No enemy
Ever getting ahead of me
All of my damn melodies
Curing all your remedies
Uh
Uh
I put it on you that's facts
