Nothings ever good enough, no, nothings ever, whats another day I spend inside,
Like everything i do's a waste of time,
nothings ever good enough, no, nothings ever, i can barely find the strength to try, lately there's been too much on my mind
I just cant be happy, with myself, with myself, x2 (stay up all night)
Wish I could change me, l second guess everything that im doing lately, scared if people goin hate me, scared that ill let em down, im not sure what created the way that im feeling now, drown in these expectations, no one sees what im facing, somedays I start to miss writing these songs in grandmas basement, never had limitations, all the time an the patience,
before i started constantly searching for validation, always hard on myself, more than anyone else, think the pressure too much its been affecting my health, everybody a critic, ya go an do it yourself, im sure you can this better but I ain't looking for help, put my all into music, every song that i drop, hope one day ill call the team an tell em quit on the spot, i pray to god that it's coming somedays im worried its not, all i can hear is doubt some people just love to talk, like
Im very open with all of my lyrics, its when im writing down my thoughts that im seeing the clearest, i think you all know more about me than friends i hold dearest, I love this music but its also been breaking my spirit, i pour my heart into these songs it's out on display, while people judge an quick to tell me what isn't great, i see the love but all i can focus on is the hate, they drag me down an try to tell me i need to change, took a year writing this album got nervous to rap
cause people said the style of music i keep makin wont last, step back, look at the fans i hope you hearing us laugh, no one respects you till you die, I think it's actually sad, this where Ive been at, always feel im proving my worth, over think negative thoughts wonder if this goin work, maybe we're hardest on ourselves cause we're scared to be hurt, instead of listening to your hate i just hate myself first, like
