I've come to know you and how you feel
I know my life is on my hands
But my heart's not made of steel
I need to grow from my insecurities
I'm chasing dreams but I don't know reality
It's a diluted fantasy
Until the walls come tumbling down
Placing my feet back on the ground
I dug myself into a hole
That I can't leave until I grow oh oh
And I tell myself
The clocks will stop
The tides will change I'll be back on top
I'll leave my old life so decadent
I'll learn from it
It's character development
And I know I need to grow
But life, life feels so slow
I'm in a state of limbo
From my highest high to my lowest low
I wish I could turn back time
But that's not mature to say
I don't wanna go too far just back to yesterday
And those childish beliefs
That I took pride in
They fade away after I'm unblinded
And I tell myself
The clocks will stop
The tides will change I'll be back on top
I'll leave my old life so decadent
I'll learn from it
It's character development
I'll learn
I'll learn from it
I'll learn from it
I'll learn
I'll learn
And the clocks never stopped
The walls are finally down
I've learned
I'm on the ground
