I been running for the skies sometimes
Been run down on my vibe right now
I don't really wanna talk it out
I don't wanna, I don't wanna
It just hurts since birth
I might leave earth in a hearse
My mind oh Why don't you work
Id sigh but holding these words
I can't sign away my hatred
The truth hurts since learnt I'm basically
Wasted away I'm chasing these dreams
Not always as late as it seems
Always in ways to release
I might seem a slight out of sleep
I might seem a slight out of sleep
You see me slide out beneath
I can't hide these demons all week
You can tell when I'm grown it be over
It don't matter take a chance why ya sober
Sitting in sand why u mad this'll coach ya
Talking that shit you are bold what's to moan for
I would not uphold you make it matter what's the hold up
Same bitch giving brain like emotions
Same bitch giving brain like a potion
Got me tripping I love it so why it's over
Could the root of my mood be that I'm not grown up
Look at me I'll tell you my story not that you know it
Listen here baby while I'm talking to you
I won't mention none of that shit see you're falling further
See you're eyes the way they sparkle it's adorable
But I got big problems now it seems impossible
And yet it's possible
I'll let the thang slide
Keep it up like this I'll need your ring size
Hold up wait a minute before you talk let me toss that
Way you move with it girl I'm gon' make you wan that
My intentions lie in y'all that's what I'm all about
Tryna connect with the people man I'm far out
Shooting for the stars man it's hard out
Head to the sky I been trying for fucking long now
I been trying for fucking long now
Feel my spirit defying I'm fucking on now
Keep on living the why is the only question
I'm wired up no reception if I had to a phone a medic I'd be screwed
Connection out here playing with my mood
Whom I have to blame except myself for the fame
I'm singing verses out here crying out, why am I shamed
For admitting I want a better life we all want the same
(whoop)
Man I'm qualified be damned if I'm not glorified
Like I told you earlier I'm scared that I won't come out alive
But I ain't running from it
See I truthfully believe that I was born to succeed this ain't no bullshit an'
I'm sat here sick and tired wishing I could relax in style
I'll have to think about it
I'm sat here sick and tired wishing I could rewind a mile
Make a hundred thousand acre my empire oh my
I'm rule all the rights to my art
Credit where it's due that's true I call that running past
Beaten black and blue I'm bruised from that I fucking laugh
I mean it stroke of fucking genius I'm lenient to a pass
I'm lenient to a mark I might leave this hole in her heart
I might keep it going a while on my life won't waste it on Mars
What keeps me going ambition I'm livid for that I live it
I love what I do in spirit so insecure I'm efficient right
My sinuses blowing while I'm writing this like
Fireworks in my mind for a sign it's alright
I'm reading Greek with ten Latin chicks I been digging em
Soothe me for are you spiritual
Use me for more I mean it do me good
I'm done, I'm just not playing anymore
See me sigh from all hatred that was laying on me
I mean it now I'm in it till I die the day is what I mean
So for the rest of you I tell you now
Don't ever be deceived
