So they think I wanna die
But I'm trying to get by
I'm just trying to survive
No I won't apologize
So fuckin' sick of all the lies
Can't even look you in the eyes
Don't really think that I'm alright
But I'm just trying to get by
Oh I'm trying to get by
Goodbye stupid guy I can't wait 'till you die
Thinkin' 'bout you is the reason every night I get high
They told me to get over it they told me to be brave
But I promise you when you die imma piss right on your grave
That'll team em, don't believe em, save your 'pinions for yourself you can keep em
Toxic bitches in my life I delete them
Learn from all of my mistakes won't repeat them
Got a lot of secrets Imma keep them
I got voices in my head I'm tryna heal them
Yeah they say they want me dead but I can't hear them
Take another to the face so I can feel them
Baby I know it's hard to love me
And I know it's hard to trust me
But you gotta understand that I'm tryna be somebody
Thinkin' 'bout you girl and I don't think 'bout anybody
I don't think I don't think no
So what you tryna do
'Cause if it's up to me then I'm poppin' out with you
'Cause what is there to lose
I'm already heartless and she lost and confused
She trippin' like she hate me
But if she hate me then why don't she replace me
I've seen some shit no this don't phase me
They say I've reached my limit I'm only on phase three
Yeah I had to take a minute but I'm back up on my bullshit and they hate me 'cause I'm winning
If I'm drinkin' then I'm sippin' if I'm sippin' then I'm sinnin' feel like Kodak tunnel vision
Yeah I'm doin' what I know if I'm chasing money I don't need to chase a hoe
I got too drunk woke up ended on the floor
I couldn't even stand couldn't even hold my phone
When I'm with the boys we be messin' around
If you run up on us you'll be put underground
Listen to my logic because that bitch is sound
That bitch is sound yeah that bitch is sound
That bitch is sound yeah
Coolest around ya
Kinda hurts my heart real bad when they put me down yeah
She say that she mad at me but she'll come around yeah
She'll come around yeah she'll come around
I get this feeling
That I'm not healing
'Cause when I'm dreaming I am runnin' from my demons
I get this feeling
That I'm not healing
'Cause when I'm dreaming I am runnin' from my demons
Oh I'm trying to get by
I'm trying to get by
