I'm okay
If it means that I'm in pain physically and mentally
If it means some days I go without sleep
Im okay
If it means that I'm scared to lose the people close to me
If it means I let myself go without eating
I'm okay
I just wish somebody told me that life wasn't easy
That I'd stop comparing myself to everybody
I was young thinking I wasn't capable of love
But I was wrong
Thank you for anybody who actually has loved me
I'm okay
If it means to put everybody before me
Should I blame the person who made me feel I wasn't worthy
I'm okay
If I love to deep
Maybe even too much for me
I'm okay
If it means I'm never enough for the person I want to be and that's me
But you see, I don't say many things
Cause I'm not the type to be like pick me, pick me, pick me
Maybe because that's how I'm trained to be
But I'm okay
Even if I have to cry myself to sleep
I'm okay if it feels like I can't breathe
If it feels like I'm drowning in my own dreams
Don't worry about me I'm okay remember
Even if drugs are the only peace I find in me
If it means I'm becoming strangers with the person I want to be
I'm okay
