Will I live on when I die, I prolly won't in this life
I'm jumping off a roof and when I land there's thuds but no cries
If it's a badge that pushed me know he won't see judges for life
It's sad he's just a rookie, his mistakes are worth both your eyes
And your mouth and your ears and your limbs too
That's what I hear when I happen to be watching news
And I tried to run away, bumping Cranes in the Sky
Was isolated for so long but see the pain in my mind
Didn't leave, just got bigger, who needs a liver
Me? Don't even drink but somehow I need to feel bigger
Than the Earth or the sky or a particle of dust
Sitting down on my ass get rid of bad with a cup, right
Nah I'm a coward, I'll sit here barely existing
Wondering how it'd be different if I lived in a perfect world
Would lonely be a thing, or would that shit serve a purpose for us
The world's doors have opened and my brain has been feeling porous
Although it knows that it could kill me (Uh)
The 20-something vision done been
Unclear as it gets, ooh I'm not living
Clear as it gets, ooh I'm not living
Heeeeey-ooooh
And I've been living my life with a
Lot of regrets, ooh I'm not living
Lot of regrets, ooh I'm not living
(But I'm trying to)
If you ain't been through shit, your life's worthless
And I haven't so I gotta go and make myself suffer
Toxic voice in my head there's some things but they ain't nothing
Compared to others so I should shut the f*ck up and love this
Empty life I've been living, what would I say to my mother
She came a long way for you to throw in the towel
But no matter if I be down or up or sideways
Everywhere that my head turns surroundings be looking grey
Need The Giver to color so I won't be lead astray
But that nigga ain't real, nobody has all the answers (Uh)
We wash away our sins but get left with some dandruff
Maybe I should go back to church while on the search for that love
From the Earth or a person or the spirits up above
Cause finding love in numbers gon only give you a buzz for a minute
There's always some that can't be beat, is this
Vanity, disguised as practicality
If I don't find out, know that it'll kill me (Uh)
The 20-something vision done been
Unclear as it gets, ooh I'm not living
Clear as it gets, ooh I'm not living
Heeeeey-ooooh
And I've been living my life with a
Lot of regrets, ooh I'm not living
Lot of regrets, ooh I'm not living
(But I'm trying to!)
Riding on the orange line, looping through the city
Lifestyle that I wanted, everything is super pretty
Ayyy, big and small at the same time (Yup, Yup)
Big and small at the same time
Riding on the orange line, looping through the city
Lifestyle that I wanted, everything is super pretty
Ayyy, big and small at the same time (Yup, Yup)
Big and small at the same time
