I caught a fleeting love
And twisted all my bones just to keep my head above
The glass ceiling she painted with her words
You're so fucking vague
Content in passing around blame
Do you still need me
Do you still need me in the same way
I know it got hard when I went away
(Wish I was better then, wish I was better when)
Left you alone to fix the mess I've made
(Wish I was better then, wish I was better when)
And I see you colouring shades of grey
Left alone to fix the mess I've made
(Wish I was better then, wish I was better when)
Dressed in a vacant smile
I'm deep in thought no don't mind me
No it's not your fault
That I've seemed unhappy for a while
Let it waste away
Stuck in a sickness I left us frayed
So you won't see me
So you'll never feel the same way
I know it got hard when I went away
(Wish I was better then, wish I was better when)
Left you alone to fix the mess I've made
And I see you colouring shades of grey
Replacing every memory day by day
Left alone to fix the mess I've made
(Wish I was better then, wish I was better when)
There's no answer in a steady hand
Just an urge to repress and cement distance
Of all the things that I've done wrong
I'll be damned if you were one
I know it got hard when I went away
(Wish I was better then, wish I was better when)
Left you alone to fix the mess I've made
(Wish I was better then, wish I was better when)
And I see you colouring shades of grey
Replacing every memory day by day
Left alone to fix the mess I've made
(Wish I was better then, wish I was better when)
Left alone to fix the mess I made
(Wish I was better then, wish I was better when)
