I never really felt like that
Didn’t know someone could care like that
Didn’t know that you could hurt like that
Never meant to hurt you like that
I thought I was the best of me
I thought you could trust in me
But now I see the flaws in me
And I’m trying
(Oh)I’m trying
(Oh) Come see me
I know that I was preaching “us”
But really only doing me
Seems like it’s time to move on
Put the past behind me
I just started learning myself
And I hope you forgive me
And Im trying to forgive me
Oh I’m trying
(Oh) I’m working
(Oh)
I laugh, I clown
I love being an ass
to give a smile in the wrong
to give beyond the past
And I f*ck up sometimes and that’s alright
because I’m human
And I take shit so seriously
but that’s human.
I’m learning & unlearning.
(Oh)I’m healing
(Oh)Watch and see
And I’ve just gotta be right now
gotta listen to everything now
Not think about anyone else
I just wanna be with myself
To share all the best of me
The part of me that makes you feel free
The part of you that makes it feel new
Cuz I love everything you do
The part of me I hid so well
Is growing wilder and loud
It’s time to let it all out
It time to let it out
The part of me I hid so well
Is growing wilder and loud
It’s time to let it out
And I’m trying.
