I been dealing with trauma and demons
I been making em hurt again
Want my T-shirt in some Louis shit
Put the feelings inside a range
Mama flexing so I don't feel shit
Think the Diamonds go cure the pain
Hate just make me a type of demon
Put that frame into Mary Jane
And the whole time I was uptight with it
I couldn't kill myself
I just let myself go
I don't wanna hold on no more
And the whole time I was uptight with it
I couldn't kill myself
I just let myself go
I don't wanna hold on no more
Mama see pics and think I'm heathen
She don't know that I miss the church
All the munchies kept me in sermons
Me and the bro would take more than one
Now I can't get back the years of preaching
That came true before 21
Now I won't say that I love my demons
But they help me to write a song
And the whole time I was uptight with it
I couldn't control myself
I just let myself go
I didn't wanna hold on no more
And the whole time I was uptight with it
I couldn't kill myself
I just let myself go
I don't wanna hold on no more
