Lately I've been trying to make hits
This next one were just gonna rap, not release it ASAP
You see I'm scared they'll forget who am if I take my time
Then people get pissed I don't release it quick
I'm in a weird place, mistreated and misplaced by everyone
Who finds the smaller thing as a mistake
I'm not gonna bother adding a chorus on this one
I'd rather just get everything off my chest
When I was 11 I started writing some raps
When I was 12 I tried to kill myself
When I was 13 I tried to find myself
When I was... you know what you get at this point
Lately I've been feeling like I'm falling, everybody seem to be calling my name
Make it less about balling and more about making issues fade into the past
I've been getting better at these raps you think?
It's funny 'cause no matter what I say
All that's gonna happen are people hitting up my phone with diverse sections
Telling me they love my shit then the other percentage is saying that's some shit
Lately I've been doing soul searching (Owoah)
(I feel gone. I am lost. But who's to the next of me. A dark entity
The light side of me. But who am I?)
I feel the blood on my hands; I don't see it but they see it I just have blurry vision, I'm a Maximoff, a white place is the only place where no one is safe
A place that can be culturally dispersed with sceptered people, no one gives a f*ck Because I'm young, you see, I feel as if I'm the only who's trying to make a change
You see I feel as if the people who want a change are being quite
You see I feel as if the people in this world don't get a choice
So lately I've been soul searching (Owoah)
How many times are life's lies gonna fool us
Like shit the government should make essential shit free
We need pads and hospital care to be free
People won't agree with what I think and I won't agree with you
But lately that's how I've been feeling
So I wonder do you believe in choice, so please use your voice
Actions do speak louder than words but using actions that put fear in the life of kids
And everyone else won't do anything but discredit you and your stature
Lately I've been wondering why I'm putting myself ahead of others, like damn
They would care if I were dead or even bleed so lately I should stop
