This is my follow up to the throttle up when I asked to see your glory
Fore I got swallowed up and forgot to trust you'd always be there for me Keeping it bottled up
It's not just luck
It's proof you don't ignore me
Even though I get stuck in spirals just perpetuating worries
I'm either kind of stuck or I'm all tied up in chains you've broken for me
I'm reminded just how much you've done and still do effortlessly
I repent because it's not enough to simply stop the spirits grief
Satan wants one act of love
You want exclusivity
A jealous God
I blame you not
I wouldn't share my Tiffany
My shine had stopped
My backs in knots
This stress just wasn't meant to be Tried the pot but I forgot
It don't alter my reality
Out of stops I had no plot
Stuck in all this self pity
Around the clock
I'm on TikTok or reels but never on my knees
Afraid to drop I've done a lot but I know you're not mad at me
So I got this thought believe it or not
I just had an epiphany
The moment I surrender you'll drop your love on me like this beat
Who else can turn a mess into a message
A test into a testimony
Trial into a triumph and a victim into victory
I'm sorry that I drifted
My reward was my own misery
But now I'm back on track and here to serve
Its not about me
A mess into a message
A test into a testimony
Trial into a triumph and a victim into victory
I'm sorry that I drifted
My reward was my own misery
But now I'm back on track and here to serve
Look
I can be selfish but when I've had enough I'm right back down on my knees
When I'm not humble I'm humiliated
Cycles on repeat
Amount of times I need it you would think that you'd be sick of me
But no matter the season
God you're known for your consistency
I pray that you've forgiven me cause resentments tend to stick with me
They say Karmas a bitch I don't agree Just wants equality
Emotions make me sick
Sometimes I feel like they can swallow me
I've heard they're just like children
so don't put 'em in the front seat
But you don't wanna stuff em in the trunk just let them cry to sleep
My pride is that you haven't seen me drunk ever since Kim was 3
Now she's at the university
I'm cured from hepatitis C
My kids are alive and well and way better than me
But despite the things you've given me The things I continue to see
There's a yearning deep inside of me that just can't get enough to eat
Glory was revealed
You passed by right in front of me
But I'm not satisfied drop your glory on me like this beat
Who else can turn a mess into a message
A test into a testimony
Trial into a triumph and a victim into victory
I'm sorry that I drifted
My reward was my own misery
But now I'm back on track and here to serve
Its not about me
A mess into a message
A test into a testimony
Trial into a triumph and a victim into victory
I'm sorry that I drifted
My reward was my own misery
But now I'm back on track and here to serve
