Suicidal thoughts
In the back of my mind
Ya I'm so lonely
And I wanna fuckin die
I don't even know
Nobody call me on the phone
And I'm prayin in my room
And I know I'm all alone
Suicidal thoughts on my mind
Ya I know I'm dead inside
Ya you know I'm dead inside
Not even trynna hide it
I got thoughts of suicide
And I'm not even trynna fight it
Why should I live when I could just die
This life's too complex
I don't even wanna try anymore
Know I tried to make it
I tried to find you
Then I sat in the back
And they told me the truth
You were gone
And I was alive
And that was the moment
I wanted to fuckin die
Took you for granted
I ran away
Now I bear that pain
For the rest of my days
Suicidal thoughts
In the back of my mind
Ya I'm so lonely
And I wanna fuckin die
I wanna cry
In the corner of my room tonight
Don't want to see it through
Don't wanna be alive
Doin hard drugs
Just to cope with the pain
Think that they look at me
They think I'm insane
I don't even care
And they don't give a f*ck
All they do is stare
I'm just trying all my luck
(Nigga please lemme the f*ck out)
Let me out of this dark place
I don't even call it home
Don't know what to do
Nobody called me on the phone
Scrollin through the camera roll
Lookin at pics of us both
Father how I miss you so
Maybe you look at me
You might think I feel alive
You couldn't be more wrong
I know I just want to die
Got a lot of drugs on my mind
Tears falling down my face
I don't know if
I can finish this race
Suicidal thoughts
In the back of my mind
Ya I'm so lonely
And I wanna fuckin die
I wanna cry
In the corner of my room tonight
Don't want to see it through
Don't wanna be alive
Doin hard drugs
Just to cope with the pain
Think that they look at me
They think I'm insane
I don't even care
And they don't give a f*ck
All they do is stare
I'm just trying all my luck
(Nigga please lemme the f*ck out)
Let me out of this dark place
I don't even call it home
Don't know what to do
Nobody called me on the phone
Scrollin through the camera roll
Lookin at pics of us both
Father how I miss you so
Maybe you look at me
You might think I feel alive
You couldn't be more wrong
I know I just want to die
Got a lot of drugs on my mind
Tears falling down my face
I don't know if
I can finish this race
