I'm trying to burn in a world that's getting colder
In all these nights, when nobody 'round is sober
And the smoke, that's blinding us all over
We doing things, just to get a bit of closure
When all we want is somebody just to hold us
Get this weight, away, off my shoulders
I'm just out here looking for a little bit of hope
Something that'll help me cope with this bit of storm
Gotta say things are different now
Contemplating reminiscing now
I'm searching 'round the world for a bit of truth
I'm feeling lost and I don't know just what to do
Gotta say things are different now
Contemplating reminiscing now
Grass is green on the other side
That's what we are told all our lives
So I went through and compromised
But it's all lies, keep me up at night
Just one more time, I thought I'd try
But you can't get it till it's all from inside
The fool in me started fooling me
And I was made there to believe
That if I follow cluelessly
Maybe even I could be happier
Would that really make happier?
I'm just out here looking for a little bit of hope
Something that'll help me cope with this bit of storm
Gotta say things are different now
Contemplating reminiscing now
I'm searching 'round the world for a bit of truth
I'm feeling lost and I don't know just what to do
Gotta say things are different now
Contemplating reminiscing now
I got some ruth in me
Every time I look in the mirror now who do I see?
This really isn't new to me
But now I got a 100 kids looking up to me
I wanna show them all it's true to believe
Not cheat and lie wondering why deceive?
And when my future girl stands in front of me
She looks past it all and see the truth in me
Sometimes I'm scared of running out
At times I wanna scream and shout
My mind is endlessly in doubt
I hope that I don't drown, yea
In alcohol or drugs, I think I have seen enough
Hope it doesn't get that rough
I'm tired of falling in and out
And having second thoughts about
This emptiness just don't run out
This compromise is getting loud
Falling just don't faze me now
I'm tired of all this hiding, tryna find the silver lining
Tell me is there somewhere the stars are aligning?
And will they help me shine?
With the presence in my mind
Will it really be my time?
Are you calling me?
Are you trying to get through?
Are you reaching out for me?
Cuz I'm reaching out for you
I'm reaching out for you
I'm reaching out for you
You just got to look inside
