Before i lose my mental
i get this off my chest still
Before i crash this rental
before i crash this
I understand
im a man
and this shits detrimental
but all i know is gentle
so why you temperamental
You could just leave
and ill grieve
under someone like you
Am i naive
now I’ll deceive
so i can write this haiku
I think you’re right and i do
know those rules apply to
other guys the type who
only know to spite you
Closer to me
I want to be the one
For me
Sending shivers down my spine
Just as I wrote this line
But I’ve tried to die a thousand times
I wish my mind was mine
Or that you’d see the signs
Doesn’t matter any more
Fam I’m good I’m fine
Oh it’s still calm out here yet I will live in fear
Of maybe hurting my self or probably someone else.
These thoughts will creep up in stealth my minds forgotten Heath.
Or maybe my lack of wealth is why I’m lacking help.
Oh the support is there but I refuse to share
Pride is the only thing that I won’t spare.
Kinda feeling the pressure to stop this thing from festering
Am I the joke
Am I the jester.
It’s not black or white i think I’ve lost connection
Did i forget to mention
now I ignore your mentions
I think I need exemption
From
The narrative I write
I hope the ends in sight
