I must admit I had me worried for a moment there
Trying not to drop
Not to f*ck it up
If I'm honest I'll be worried, I'll get worked up
Sorting out my thoughts
Try to make it out
This ubiquitous dread
Paralyzed arms outstretched
Sweet nothingness of death
I can't know it yet
These days I find ways to sit silent
Still, and silent where
I balance thoughts,
(Don't get dragged off)
Mind the lull, and keep my focus
Don't disappear
Don't wander off
Lose track
Get stuck
This ubiquitous dread
Paralyzed arms outstretched
Sweet nothingness of death
Breath hot on my neck
Forever a silent wreck
Soften the edge
Face the threat
This ubiquitous dread
Paralyzed arms outstretched
Sweet nothingness of death
Breath hot on my neck
Forever a silent wreck
Soften the edge
Face the threat
