Lemme drop this pain for them
I ain't the same as them
They all fake pretend
I could never hate a friend
I love my GGs but now a snakes a trend
This shit ain't making sense
Shattered hearts can never make amends
Tarnish my name they go to greater lengths
Travelled far just to take attempts
Straight up guy I never break or bend
I stand up for mine until I'm laid to rest
But I'm tired I'm so fucking tired
Of being captain of the ship and always being required
For the loss of my life I'm actually frightened
Not cos I fear death but cos my kids won't have my guidance
But I know if anything was to happen then my brother K's got em
My realest friend 'till the fucking grave and the coffin
Don't cry for me bro get the champagne popping
This shit from my heart it really came from the bottom
I'm tired of breaking my back for ungrateful fuckers that wouldn't push my wheelchair
If I was in one
How we gang gang bros or family we ain't spoke in months
Haven't checked on my kids once
Hits blunt in disgust
Cutting off the fat no nip tuck
Behind back I hear whispers but to face won't discuss
I'm done playing captain don't holla when your ship sunk
Pull your head out your ass and you'll realise your shit stunk
Lemme drop this pain for them
I ain't the same as them
They all fake pretend
I could never hate a friend
I love my GGs but now a snakes a trend
This shit ain't making sense
Shattered hearts can never make amends
Tarnish my name they go to greater lengths
Travelled far just to take attempts
Straight up guy I never break or bend
I stand up for mine until I'm laid to rest
And I'm tired of my fucking baby mum
Smart bitch playing dumb you really played me wrong
Can't believe the thoughts in your cranium
Was never hot headed but your cold ways gave me one
She a snakey one called for the jakes to come
Had me away in cuffs before the day was done
Even made my mum leave the yard where I was paying funds
Had me raging dun
I was craving love now it just made me numb
I'm tired to be honest fucking shattered
Of putting people in the dirt from my life that mattered
Another day another fucking challenge
Another man that was mandem in the Manor vanish
Lost about 20 friends way before 2010
Don't know Curtis Jackson but I'm talking many men
Never get over the loss but grateful we ever met
Ima keep all your names alive like you never left
I promise
Lemme drop this pain for them
I ain't the same as them
They all fake pretend
I could never hate a friend
I love my GGs but now a snakes a trend
This shit ain't making sense
Shattered hearts can never make amends
Tarnish my name they go to greater lengths
Travelled far just to take attempts
Straight up guy I never break or bend
I stand up for mine until I'm laid to rest
