4AM and I ain't been to sleep
4AM and I ain't been to sleep
4AM and I ain't been to sleep
Cause I'm in too deep, and it ain't low key
Got me feeling got me feeling
Misery just loves my company
4AM and I ain't been to sleep
Misery just loves my company
Had me thinking it was just me
But then again I never really been that lucky
I get the feeling everybody wants to f*ck me
And ain't a mother fucking soul that really trusts me
Must be something I did in a past life
No I ain't really been living nothing but bad times
I get up into my feelings, and writing sad rhymes
Just to keep my mind off of taking my damn life
I told you I'm dealing with problems
Ain't nobody about to help me come solve them
Up every night steady turning and tossing
Pain on my brain so I deal with this often
I'm getting lost in
All these emotions I've been withholding
Swear to God shit got me losing my focus
This is my therapy, that's why I wrote this
Hold it
4AM and I ain't been to sleep
Cause I'm in too deep, and it ain't low key
Got me feeling weak and it's looking bleek
Misery just loves my company
That's why they f*ck with me, then duck from me
And everybody wants to pretend they loving me so
4AM and I ain't been to sleep
Misery just loves my company
4AM and I ain't been to sleep
Misery just loves my company
I'm feeling mixed up
I don't give a f*ck, and at the same time I'm still caring too much
Anxiety got my heart feeling a rush
Insomnia keep my head stuck in a run
I never know what
I should do to make a move
I get up on the mic and spit my truth
Everything I'm feeling, what I'm going through
Or should I just try to relate to you
And speak on the way I pretend I'm okay
So hopefully nobody lock me away
See the look on they faces, they think that I'm cray
But this be the shit that I feel every day
Losing the ones that I love, and it's strange
Spend all of my time in a state of decay
This life is the game that I don't want to play
All up in my feelings don't want to explain
Hey
4AM and I ain't been to sleep
Cause I'm in too deep, and it ain't low key
Got me feeling weak and it's looking bleek
Misery just loves my company
That's why they f*ck with me, then duck from me
And everybody wants to pretend they loving me so
4AM and I ain't been to sleep
Misery just loves my company
4AM and I ain't been to sleep
Misery just loves my company
