Never felt paint like a heart broke
So I moved in next to the hospital
Never felt love when I gave it
Tried to move on but I’m jaded
Met somebody with a new soul
I’ve got holes, he’s got halos
I told my mom I’m happy now
But I still hear sirens in the background
And I’m shy
Feeling kind of homesick
But I’ve tried
Sharing all my secrets
To empty rooms
With this total stranger
Am I bad?
Am I really that bad?
After you it never felt right
I came unhinged in the daylight
I’m wrapped up in another white lie
How love always felt like a goodbye
No, no, stop it’s a sickness
Come in fast with the quick fix
I’m cold, shot, borderline
Hole’d up, feeling like…
It’s cause I’m shy
Losing all my old friends
But I’ve tried writing how this story really ends
To empty rooms
With these total strangers
Am I bad?
Am I really that bad?
