Hi there
Are you new here
If you are let me tell you what's fair
I'm what talks to you in your mind every time
You do something wrong and makes you want to die
I'm what makes you remember every mistake that you made
The painful memories are the price that you paid
You can never escape
And I'll rub it in on your worst days
I want you out of my head space
You gave me feelings I can't erase
You took my soul and created a dark place
Because of you I trust no one and my heart aches
I put fake emotions on my face
And tell everybody that i'm ok
I can never show pain
Don't be like that i'm your best friend
I'll be here with you until your dead
And I'll probably be the cause of your end
I know you believe everything I've ever said
Come with me through the darkness
I promise you it's harmless
And the knife cuts deeper when its sharpest
No
Im fighting through life
And I don't need a knife
To decide if I should live or die
And let me remind you
I am the guy who
Picks himself up and fights through
That's just the way I designed you
You say you rap about things that are real
But you'll never get a record deal
Your music will never appeal
Your albums will never sell
I'm what pushed you down when you fell
I'm what makes you hold back the secrets you never tell
You'll never be as happy as you pretend to be
I'll always be your company
The truth that you don't see
Is that you'll never be anything without me
I'm stuck in my room having conversations with my inner thoughts
I don't think I can get away from these inner thoughts
Its like biting bullets while taking shots
Feel like my chest is tied up in knots
I'm stuck in my room having conversations with my inner thoughts
I don't think I can get away from these inner thoughts
It feels like I'm trapped In a box
And lately I've been feeling lost
You know you can't do anything by yourself
As long as you live you will always need my help
There's no point in trusting anyone else
Everyone hates you they'll never care about how you felt
Just have trust in my words
I am a gift not a curse
You life will be better if I make it worse
Shut up
I'll get through life with my own will
I can achieve my dreams with my own skill
My improvement will never hold still
I go out to war with nothing but a cut on my wrist
I am not afraid of the risk
I don't need to hear your worthless tips
Without me you have no reason to live
No one cares about who you are
Your demons will tear you apart
And put a hole in your heart
Then you'll be exactly where you were at the start
If you were really smart you would take my hand
I'll teach you how to be a man
You think you can escape from me but you know you can't
I am my own person
My friends will never think I'm worthless
I do have a life purpose
And I know once I find it it'll be worth it
Yeah I'm obviously still hurting
But I'm not the only one
Life isn't always fun
But we can always fix the damage done
Those are all lies
Every living thing dies
You'll never be anything useful
The journey for happiness is brutal
Completely pointless if I'm being truthful
Your selfish suicidal thoughts will hurt others
But you never thought of the people like your mom, dad or brother
There's not enough cuts on your arm make another
You and me can make it through the stormy whether
We'll make a great team together
I'm stuck in my room having conversations with my inner thoughts
I don't think I can get away from these inner thoughts
Its like biting bullets while taking shots
Feel like my chest is tied up in knots
I'm stuck in my room having conversations with my inner thoughts
I don't think I can get away from these inner thoughts
It feels like I'm trapped In a box
And lately I've been feeling lost
