My friends are telling me that I love alcohol, and need to stop
And I know they're right I love the bottle it's like all I got
Wait up slow don't hold up one minute I got one last sip and I know ill drown in it
And I hate myself with this plugged up nose so much cocaine and it got that shit stuck closed
Like my body's telling me I've go to stop I've had enough
Fighting with myself like pussy suck it up
F*ck it, f*ck it, f*ck it, like f*ck it oh well
How can I be so smart losing all these brain cells
No a younger me would never believe what I'd become
I'm a wreck how can I be so smart and like so dumb
All I think about when I'm awake and I when dream
All I care about there is nothing in between
What it life with out balance?
What is life with out balance?
I used to know that I once had potential
I used to think that addiction was mental
Now I can see that I do have a problem
My problem is that I cannot put down bottle
If this is life, yo I doubt it
If this is life then I just aint about it
I'll lose my shit
If there's not left another sip
Let me sit down real quick
Fall back in to this cycle that's what I predict
Left with my fucken 5th.
Alone in my mind
Alone all the time
Alone waiting for the last goodbye
