Multipliers, faces multiplying
Common ground, but I could never buy it
Keep me up, my body feel the goosies
Calm me down, the washer keep me quiet
New developments in all my stories, this exactly why i'm usually silent
I keep my religion to myself, godly complex, shun my demons, tried it
Wishful thinking, tryna take a break
Mental health and music too aligned, we, give ourselves the credit for attempting
Feed the soul, the mind and body dying
Talk to God about my greater meaning
Why do I neglect all my assignments
Preach to ya'll my blessings, lessons, failures
Act like that's the poets silver lining
Love myself but I've been out of practice
Placed my worth in bending over backwards
Could've-been's prioritized my daily
Could've never been the benefactor
Shit comes at me fast, i'm usually faster
Happens every day, they say "I've never, seen you act with such a passion", blaspha-
Miss me with the shit beneath the grass, the, serpents act like they cant see the facets
Keep my focus on the fucking music, 'cus it's easy
On my body, do they really need me
Some that fill me up could never feed me
Some gon' fill me up then call me greedy
Gifts and curses always intertwined
Remove myself from poison, execution great, but shitty timing, every time, I
Act like every verse a realignment
Ego deaths are better than me dying
Always turn to sex to feel alive
Ignored a couple texts to keep from cryn'
Avoiding deep connections so I call them vibes to fill the boxes in my mind
So I think
My brother stressing, turning to the drink
My mother think that I should see a shrink
But it don't work for half the people in my life, I guilt myself for losing numbers
The bridges burn, but they still got the structure
Are you the one or we just under covers
And I gotta check in with self, if I don't then nobody will
They ride 'til them shits fall of, but is it 'cus I still got wheels
Solitude comes with a cost, but that wasn't 'part of the deal
If I end up hurting myself, it's 'cus I had time to kill
