Hi my name is
Wait a minute you don't care right
Your to busy trying to figure out why I made a rap album with my skin white
Since it's an intro I guess I should tell you what my lifes like
Well basically i'm what happens when you don't use protection at night
But hey that's okay we all make mistakes
At age seven I wanted to make my trip to heaven
And at I had thoughts about it again at the age eleven
I'm a misfit and at age nine I adapted the twisted mind of a lyricist
I don't get this
Surely there had to be a witness
But no I got told I'm worthless by my own therapist
You see nobody likes me
I'm a punching bag for anyone who tries me
Is that your blood on the knife
Well yeah it might be
What do you mean you don't have voices in your head
Is there really nothing telling you that everybody wants you dead
The friend that never stops talking when your in bed
Then you start to believe everything that he said
Guess I'm an outcast
I'm the one that'll wave when my dreams pass
Even I know all my songs are trash
Are you okay why do you even ask
I'm here now but my minds stuck in the past
If I ever become a famous rapper
I'll regret not having any laughter
Then I'll perform at a show and read all the hate comments right after
I know for a fact I don't matter
My life is a book with only one chapter
I'll step up to the plate that I made myself
I never needed a handout from you or anyone else
Don't you try to help me if you haven't felt what I felt
You should compare me to ice cube by the way that I melt
I can remember all the times I was suicidal
Got all these ideas by eminem cause he was my idol
All my life I've been taught to have faith in the bible
But it still hasn't helped so I guess it's just a title
I'm sitting alone with myself as the rival
I'll get depressed cry and hate myself then I'll repeat the same cycle
Honestly I don't know why I try anymore
I've been fighting my demons and settling the score
So don't be surprised when you see blood on the floor
There's been many people to hate me because I breathe
They've never come close to what I feel underneath
You couldn't survive a quarter of it your just to weak
Everybody thinks I'm a freak
They'll never stop but if they did wouldn't that be a treat
When I find my dreams I bet no one will save me a seat
My life isn't worth a dime
You can try to change my mind but there isn't enough time
So I get up like I'm completely fine
When secretly I'm buried alive
The crying never stops so now let me tell you why
